Today has been a trying day. John is getting in another tooth so he is crabby and has a high fever. On top of that, I found out that my boyfriend is going to Korea for 2 years. I dont want him to go and I am so ANGRY!!! Not at him at all, just at the army. I dont want him to go away for two years. So frustrated. My sons father is being a pain about me dating, saying I'm not a responsible parent because I am dating and I go out every once in a while and have a drink or so.
How am I supposed to keep a relationship going if my boyfriend is going to be in another country??? I know most people say that long distance relationships dont work, but this could work right??? I hope that we make it through the next two years, I really really care about him and dont want to loose him. I get to see him in just about 8 days!! I am sooo excited, I have missed him soo much!!
John has started saying more words and phrases lately. Today he told his aunty amy "i love you", just not pronounced correctly. He is already in a 3T and is just going to be 21 months tomorrow. He needs to not grow so much. I swear I just bought all his fall and winter clothes and now I have to buy new stuff again. His father barely pays any child support, just about 300 a month, a little under tho. Hes finally been calling me mommy more often, rather than daddy. Hes with his father this weekend, so I'm gonna go out with my bestest gal pal for coffee and a movie this weekend.
Christmas has officially started at work, not too excited about that. But I'm hoping my bf will come up for the holidays. Im gonna be crazy busy at work over the next few weeks. Hopefully when he goes to korea they will just throw hours at me so I can stay busy.
